Hi all. Strange start to a post, but I'm dealing with a dying grandmother. I have been watching her overnights, but tonight my mother and uncle hired help to watch her, so I am on a strange schedule, but with not much to do...here I am. I do not feel sad, honestly, that she is going....this has been a long time coming and I'm sure she will be better off in her non-human body, but I do feel sad seeing her so uncomfortable, and in so much pain. I'm hoping she'll rest well tonight. She is my last living grandparent - well, she seems to be straddling two worlds. Some freaky stuff has been happening, let me tell you! :s I seem to be in some kind of...foggy matrix? The days and nights go by quickly, and I was so surprised earlier to learn it is almost the 11th! I guess I'm just lonely tonight, and wondering if there are any sweet tPFers around? How have your days gone? Any great new purchases, or exciting news? Well, even mundane news would be great to hear, as I am lacking human interaction! That's why I put this in General Discussion.