ok.. so i know i must be driving some of you nuts, but I know I can always count on you . you know how i already ordered the large because that is what my sa received, but after seeing faydens' pics...i love the medium more only can't find it anywhere here. if there is any at a NM by you please let me know. i am confident that seeing them both in my own viewing without any pressure would indeed help me decide. thanks.