Wow. I saw something great in the secondary market, and I really want it even though it makes no sense for my lifestyle and I probably won't use it all that much, but it's gorgeous. I'd say what it is, except that I don't want anyone else to grab it, until I decide not to. But I really want to get it, even though I can't justify it. I kinda feel like a teenage nutjob when it comes to this bag. What do I do?