Sorry for the long post... I don't have any girlfriends and I could really use some advice. I've been with my boyfriend for over 2 years now and we previously knew each other online for four years. In that time, we both dated other people but never seriously. One of the guys I not-so-seriously dated ended up turning into a relationship that lasted a couple of years and it ended with me basically leaving him for my now-boyfriend. Needless to say, he was crushed. I did care about the guy I had here(how could I not?) but I really owed it to myelf after four years of phone calls and e-mails to actually meet my now-boyfriend. Anyway, fast forward to now. A few months ago I was moving and I kept finding trinkets from when I was dating my ex. I kept thinking about him and ended up messaging him on myspace just to see how he was. He seemed happy to hear from me and now we've been talking online almost every day for last few months. We haven't talked about hanging out, but it just so happens that in the next couple of months there are two concerts that we're both going to. We know we're going to see each other, though it's not like we planned it. The problem is this... I'm super nervous/excited about seeing him, I've been freaking out about what I'm going to wear, and I'm pretty much giddy with anticipation. I don't know what's wrong with me. Am I a bad person? Is it wrong to feel this way? I know I'm not going to try to do anything wrong, I just feel guilty for having these feelings about seeing him again after so long. Has this ever happened to anyone? Do you think I just shouldn't go(this is what I'm leaning towards right now)? Please give me your honest opinions, even if you think I'm just crazy.