I'm a fresh grad and had the opportunity to interview last Friday for a temp job at this great finance firm for event planning. However, I was ill and asked her to move it to this past Tuesday. Come Tuesday morning, I'm still ill and decide to re-schedule again since I wanted to be at the top of my game for the interview. I call the woman and she says to email her when I feel better. I email her that evening to apologize and to reschedule, even though I'm still feeling like crap. This morning, I wake up to her email telling me that the position has been filled. I know it's my fault. I shouldn't have rescheduled the second time. I should've made myself go and sneezed in her face or something. I just feel so stupid for even thinking that she would've waited another day or two when the job starts immediately. Now I feel sick to the stomach and I'm STILL all clogged up from my flu. I'm so stupid, I don't even pity myself because I really don't deserve it.