i feel so bad! TERRIBLE! i have high expectations of myself. i am constantly on high-speed. i get things done..but i sometimes put stress no others because i don't feel efficient if i slow down. i hate life in general. im working in one of the top 40 pharmaceutical companies doing drug development research. i should be satisfied. but im not. i want more...i always aim high. but i dont do so to beat others..i just want to test my maximum. i want to see whether im capable. i dont compete with others. i compete with myself. but im constantly under stress. what can i do?