I don't know where else to vent. I'm so unbelievably sad and just need to get it all out. I'm getting married June 2nd. I'm from Missouri and he's from Virginia but right now we live in Boston. We decided to get married in Virginia because it's a nice middle ground and easier for us to get to and from then Missouri is. Now I'm regretting not having it in Missouri. I just got finished with the guest list and it looks like there will be 80 people there and not one of them will be from my family... Yes my parents will be there and my sisters are bridesmaids as well as my only 2 real girl friends, but that's it. Not a single relative is going to be able to come.. Not even my grandparents. I just feel so awful right now. I've always been all about family but I feel betrayed almost and I know it's not their fault. My entire family is dirt poor, so I guess I should have expected this but still. I am just terrified to think that my wedding is going to be filled with people I do not know. I don't even feel like this is my wedding anymore... I dunno I'm guessing this is common when you have out of state weddings... Anyways, I'm just stressing about that right now.. My younger sister's wedding was full of our relatives and her bajillion friends, this stinks.