Well today is the day, I decided to quit, I told my hubby I needed his support more than ever, meaning if he lights up, go the hell outside I quit before cold turkey twice for like 6 months but when something major happened I would start up again, anyway I saw the movie with Julia Roberts taking care of a guy with cancer and the violent reaction to cemo and it just shook me up, all I thought about was if I get cancer who is going to look after my kids. Plus I want to live, I want to have more energy, eat healthier and I don't want to look older than I am. Well I just hope I could do it this time, it kind of happened on it's own, I just started getting turned off. I would light a cig take two puffs and put it out, what sense does that make. Anyway I'm scared it wont last this time because over the years my habit became stronger, before smoking use to make me feel nausious then I would start coughing that made it easy to quit but that eventually went away. Anyway I need you guys support. I already started chewing gum whenever I felt ichy for one. Like right now it's killing me cuz I normally smoke while I'm on the internet because I'm sitting still or I do it out of boredom so I'm going to try to stay busy, I guess I will clean the houseAny tips would be appreciated. This is the first step toward a new me. I'm contemplating on cutting my hair also but I'm going to put more thought into that.