All of you have been very graciously helping me through my Isaac crisis. And I appreciate it. I was looking at some of his new pictures on Facebook and most of them weren't of his face...I saw his face and my heart absolutely broke. In ten million pieces. It hurts so much to think that I'll never have a chance. Friday night and Saturday morning there's this thing at our church for Young Couples and of course everyone is invited. Friday night is "Finding a Mate for Life" and then Saturday morning is "Godly Husbands and Wives, Raising Children and Finances" blah blah blah. And since this was Isaac's Dad's idea that he'll be there. My best friend is coming and bringing her boyfriend and a guy they're trying to set me up with. I want to go out with other guys but I just know I'll feel like I'm somehow cheating on Isaac. It's just awful to think that Isaac is just another unfulfilled dream to me. It hurts and I'm tired of it. I'm gonna go cry now.