The last ounce of hope I had of owning a Birkin has evaporated. I've been fighting to keep the hope alive, but its dried out. I just feel its hopeless. That gold Birkin will never come to me. I've waited and waited. That long awaited phone call never happens. A part of me feels so guilty putting so much time and energy into wanting, wishing & dreaming of that Birkin. I should just give up now, and stop torturing myself. Sorry if this thread comes across as a downer. I just needed to type it and read it so that it will sink in and hopefully I can get that gold Birkin out of my head.