ok so ive just had the worst weekend of my life! my nan has been ill and we've been with her all weekend until this morning when she finally passed away peacefully. RIP NAN but i cant quite come to terms with everything its the first relative ive lost that i can remember, i was 18 months when my grandad passed. i know hes there with her now and shes with me but i just cant deal with it, i have to try and be strong for my mum. can you try and cheer my up please?