....I'm trying to figure out how to word this without it becoming an essay. I fear I will fail. I love bbags. I have two, both bought last year. I haven't bought any bags since my rouille day, almost a year ago now. Seems I was on a ban without realising, lol. I've been out of work for the last several weeks, but I recently got a great new job (fingers crossed) and would really like to treat myself. I try to avoid buying too much so I don't get out of control - OCD's a pain in the a** - so I'm afraid I've been seriously overthinking potential purchases. So here's how it lays out for me. Having seen the fall colours I'm really not all that bothered about any of them (tomato looks nice but Bal puts reds out every season). I have been really loving the s/s colours, and I might finally be ready to buy. The problem is, what? If I buy, that'll be it for me for another year. I'm okay with that. I'm a green lover, and am determined to have VG. I'm thinking VG RH Day. My other drool colour has been the French Blue, but I'm gathering its going to be nigh on impossible to track down, so I'm thinking about Anthracite in the City instead. I've seen FB, know I like it. I'm not worried about liking VG. But I haven't seen the anthra IRL, and I'm worried about buying a bag sight unseen, especially when its such a chameleon colour. Also, if I abandon my hops for an FB City, do I still get it in something small, like a Money wallet or coin purse? And if I do, is that bordering on excessive? So this is why I'm turning to you guys. No-one in my life really gets the bag thing (my friend Elaine loves them, but the price is beyond her - I bring this problem to her, she thinks I'm off my nut), but you guys understand. What I'm asking is, do I get a new bag? If so, only one, and which one? Do I give up hope of finding FB and go with anthra (which does fascinate me)? If I do, do I go for a small FB accessory? Or should I just shut up and get over it?:shame: Please help? Thank you.