Yup that's me..it's a camera phone picture. Gotta love that camera phone. But yes I think you'll eventually find something that is perfect for you. Man, you must be going crazy trying to find something that is just right. I can't even imagine! I remember you saying you had back problems. I don't know what it is but my shoulder ALWAYS hurts when I carry a handbag. It could have absolutely nothing in it and after a while, it'll still hurt. I wore my Carly demi out shopping today and didn't have it jam packed or anything, but my shoulder was screaming after an hour. I don't know how the ladies with the medium and large do it, but kudos to them. I think that's why I love wristlets so much. Even though I have wrist problems too (I can't win, can I?)...it's easier than having an extremely sore shoulder. My back's not too good either. I sound like an old woman don't I? Hahahah! I'm gonna cross my fingers for you and I know something will come along. Stay strong girlie!