Ok i feel like im going crazy- someone recently posted a pic of their new ergo belted large tote and now I really want one in white. However, the "large belted ergo tote" is too big for me, and the ergo belted magazine tote is perfect except for the fact that it is too skinney to fit all of my stuff without it looking bloated. Am I imagining things or is there a bag exactly like this (below) BUT with the belted design? It is the perfect size and width. Does anyone know? If so, do you have a price and item number? Dont you love how I dont decide that I must have a bag until it is gone from the website and I cant figure out what it was!