and a child is a long way to go. thinkign about starting a new relationship but totally forgot how to LOL and i nuts or what? people always suprised when they know my age, i look like a fresh graduate, i dress like teenagers, no signs of "stability" coming from my look except my handbags LOL i work in a fun world where people always felt young. but i'm starting to freaking out now. i totally don't know how to date anymore, i can't imagine getting married yet or having a child, i'm too much enjoying my own life i think it would be selfish to have a child when i'm not ready. i love children, i honestly do. i don't even know the point of me saying this, i'm just sharing my thoughts and wondering if any of you feel or have felt this way? i don't think i would be ready to have my own child until 35, but by then when my child's 15, i would be 50!