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Originally Posted by LOREBUNDE
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so funny,because I've cried during yoga too! Not everytime I do it but one particular time, I was so very very relaxed, mind flowing, with that soft music going on, just felt very emotional.
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I went through phases of feeling a crying fit come on during yoga. If it was during or shoulderstand (because lights turned down or off) and not too strong of a feeling, I would let myself tear up, but otherwise I would leave and pull myself together because I was afraid I would truly break down and just sob for hours. This was mostly a problem in inversions and sometimes back bends. I think I felt out of control and a lot of body emotions/memories from when I was sexually abused that had been locked inside came to the surface. This has not happened in a long time, though, hopefully because there's not much left.
I think yoga helped with my emotional and spiritual journey to health. (I've also been in psychological counseling the whole time.)
It took me two years to do headstand because of my fears, but now I am starting to learn to do it away from the wall! I am so proud of myself! Once in a while I do tear up in class, but it's a different kind of crying. Now I tear up out of joy and awe at what I've accomplished, and it goes away quickly.
I wish yoga were freely available to all abuse victims. Someday I might try to set up something locally with the non-profit where I go for counseling.