I keep flip flopping on my goal. It's hard to tell what your goal should be and I think that's part of my problem. I was 110 when I was 18 I think... I ate whatever I wanted whenever I wanted, never gained weight, it was great but lets face it, I had no butt and no boobs hahaha. I was around 115 then for a while... then 120... then 125... then hit 130... then all of a sudden my senior?? I think year of college I for some reason just spiked to 140, and then before I knew it up to 150, and for a brief time maybe 3 weeks actually hit 155. To this day I have no idea why, I didn't change anything drastically... perhaps my metabolism just caught up with my age. I'm 5'9" and 135 now, I'm looking better but personally I just want to lose my "flub." I know I am not overweight or anything but I just want to look really healthy and in shape. What I probably need to do is exercise and lift weights more (surprisingly I actually love to lift weights.) My problem is finding time to do so. This wedding stuff is frustrating. The one thing that I really want to get in shape for is the one thing that is preventing me from reaching my goal, because all my time is sucked up by planning it.
Maybe I should make a rule for myself, RIGHT when I wake up before I am allowed to do ANYTHING, I have to exercise for 30 minutes. That should be doable right? Then I can't make excuses throughout the day.
And I guess rather than focus on weight, I will focus on what I see in the mirror. Because it's hard to pin a desired weight, at least for me it is. I just want to get rid of that ungodly stubborn last bit of pudge on my stomach haha. Flat abs here I come???????? Maybe??????????? Please??????????
My best advice, and this works REALLY QUICKLY and truly isn't hard at all once you get used to it: ONLY DRINK WATER. Seriously. Cut out the coffee, cut out the juice (very sugary!), cut out the alcoholic beverages and drink LOTS OF WATER and nothing but water. That's all I changed after college, didn't really go on a diet just only drank water, and tons of weight flew off in the first month alone. Try it!!!!!!
It was hard at first (I love love love juice) but now taht I've done it a while, all I want to drink is water. Everything else tastes too sweet or makes me thirstyer anyway. I got used to it quickly.
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