just want to cry

chanelbaby · Jun 20th, 2007, 05:07 PM

am working in very dangerous country
doing 14 hours a day
have long distance relationship
boyfriend is jealous these days
no job to go onto after this one
am relocating to USA next year to practice living with bf
cannot work in USA as will not have green card for a very long time
desperately trying to save money
very lonely here
am totally burnt out
want to scream, feel so sore inside
been crying every night

Danica · Jun 20th, 2007, 05:12 PM

I'm sorry you are feeling this way. :( Is there anyone to talk to there? someone who perhaps can take your mind off of all this heavy stuff...
You are in this situation and so you have to try and make the best of it for your own sanity. *hugs* If you need to vent more here...go for it!

missmustard · Jun 20th, 2007, 11:18 PM

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way. I'd recommend to see a therapist/professional. You sound to me like you may be on the verge of depression, which is not something to take lightly. And like Danica said, we're all here for you if you need to talk. Feel free to PM me.

A big hug!

boxermom · Jun 20th, 2007, 11:44 PM

This sounds overwhelming. No idea where you are, but is there any way to meet some other women? And it would help if your bf would be supportive; what on earth is he jealous about! I hope you can find someone to talk to.

You can always come here. ((hugs))

ms p · Jun 21st, 2007, 06:35 AM

sorry nothing constructive to add but just want to give u a ((HUG)). maybe u can tell us more and we'll be here to give u emotional support

jayjay77 · Jun 21st, 2007, 05:02 PM

Hang in there! You have friends here.

Difficult times usually pass even if it seems like they never will.

Sternchen · Jun 21st, 2007, 05:16 PM

I'm so so sorry you're feeling down!

Hope things look up for you soon

pei941 · Jun 21st, 2007, 08:20 PM

YEa~ just tell us all about it here... I don't have a green card too but can still work in US.. Just apply for a visa.. nothing is impossible.. just takes time and effort to do it!!

chanelbaby · Jun 22nd, 2007, 02:39 AM

Thanks everyone, you are all so lovely, thanks for taking the time to respond, really helped get me through the last few days

exotikittenx · Jun 23rd, 2007, 12:38 PM

I wish you the best! Sorry I have no advice, either. Just make sure that whatever you end up doing, you are happy.

LVmom · Jun 24th, 2007, 01:21 PM

I wish you the best,also.

Luv2BuyBags · Jun 24th, 2007, 05:33 PM

So sorry you feel this way. If you just want to chat pm me! Sometimes chatting about other things takes your mind off your troubles.

Jun 20th, 2007, 05:07 PM	#1
chanelbaby Member Location: Alabama and London	just want to cry am working in very dangerous country doing 14 hours a day have long distance relationship boyfriend is jealous these days no job to go onto after this one am relocating to USA next year to practice living with bf cannot work in USA as will not have green card for a very long time desperately trying to save money very lonely here am totally burnt out want to scream, feel so sore inside been crying every night

Jun 20th, 2007, 05:12 PM	#2
Danica Mijn boter boontje Location: TN	Re: just want to cry I'm sorry you are feeling this way. :( Is there anyone to talk to there? someone who perhaps can take your mind off of all this heavy stuff... You are in this situation and so you have to try and make the best of it for your own sanity. hugs If you need to vent more here...go for it! __________________ Cheerleader for love

Jun 20th, 2007, 11:18 PM	#3
missmustard Prima Donna Assoluta Location: Monterrey, Mexico	Re: just want to cry I'm sorry to hear you're feeling this way. I'd recommend to see a therapist/professional. You sound to me like you may be on the verge of depression, which is not something to take lightly. And like Danica said, we're all here for you if you need to talk. Feel free to PM me. A big hug! __________________

Jun 20th, 2007, 11:44 PM	#4
boxermom Member Location: North Carolina	Re: just want to cry This sounds overwhelming. No idea where you are, but is there any way to meet some other women? And it would help if your bf would be supportive; what on earth is he jealous about! I hope you can find someone to talk to. You can always come here. ((hugs))

Jun 21st, 2007, 06:35 AM	#5
ms p I <3 Bags (Banned!)	Re: just want to cry sorry nothing constructive to add but just want to give u a ((HUG)). maybe u can tell us more and we'll be here to give u emotional support __________________ .

Jun 21st, 2007, 05:02 PM	#6
jayjay77 Member Location: New York	Re: just want to cry Hang in there! You have friends here. Difficult times usually pass even if it seems like they never will.

Jun 21st, 2007, 05:16 PM	#7
Sternchen We're having a boy!! Location: Beauty RAOK	Re: just want to cry I'm so so sorry you're feeling down! Hope things look up for you soon __________________ My 2 wonderful girls, Nicole (5) and Julia (1) will be big sisters soon! My pregnancy blog

Jun 21st, 2007, 08:20 PM	#8
pei941 Member	Re: just want to cry YEa~ just tell us all about it here... I don't have a green card too but can still work in US.. Just apply for a visa.. nothing is impossible.. just takes time and effort to do it!! __________________ I'm in love with Chanel~

Jun 22nd, 2007, 02:39 AM	#9
chanelbaby Member Location: Alabama and London	Re: just want to cry Thanks everyone, you are all so lovely, thanks for taking the time to respond, really helped get me through the last few days

Jun 23rd, 2007, 12:38 PM	#10
exotikittenx Ooh la la! Location: The City of Plain 'n Proper	Re: just want to cry I wish you the best! Sorry I have no advice, either. Just make sure that whatever you end up doing, you are happy. __________________ Please check out my collection! Click here.

Jun 24th, 2007, 01:21 PM	#11
LVmom sleepless in The Lou Location: St.Louis	Re: just want to cry I wish you the best,also. __________________ http://iwannabeacelebbutimtoopoortoa....blogspot.com/

Jun 24th, 2007, 05:33 PM	#12
Luv2BuyBags Time 4 Piggn Out!	Re: just want to cry So sorry you feel this way. If you just want to chat pm me! Sometimes chatting about other things takes your mind off your troubles. __________________