Originally Posted by limom
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I have been following this thread and thanks to you, I am going to look into this program. You are giving me inspiration.
Size 6 is fantastic. Give yourself a little bit of a break. You are doing so good.
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Thank you very much! Feel free to pm if you need anything! I message my friends randomly to keep them on track! I feel like we are all in this together! I know that I sound like the people that used to drive me crazy, but I really feel like something changed in me. I actually look at food as a source of life giving fuel and nutrition as opposed the source of all happiness in my life - and it was - I LOVED eating. I still love food and I love to cook but I no longer turn to it as for comfort, a reward or an activity . I ate when I was bored and I ate when I sad (ice cream cured anything for me). Last night we went to a wedding and I did not like the wedding cake - not sure if it was the cake itself or just cake in general. So I did not eat it. Took a bite and thought yuck. Took another and thought there is no point to eating this. I did have a lemon sqaure because it was super yummy! In the past, I would have finished the cake, had another piece and then a couple of lemon squares. I just feel like I spent so many years making really poor decisions and no doubt, damaging my body. I have a lot to make up for!