So...I was just thinking... What am i good at? Honestly i don't know...some people are very good at a sport, or an art like singing, acting, painting etc.. I really don't know what i am good at. I am a very lively person, always want to have fun and am never dull, i love to love and have a big big heart, however, i so desperately want to be excellent in something, i want to be an expert actually. look around you, almost everyone u know probably has something about them that stands out, some are so smart with money, others are excellent writers, or can express themselves in such an amazing way, some are exceptional cooks..you name it, almost everyone i know has 'somethig'. All i ever wanted in life was to have a husband and children. the husband part fell apart, i thank god still have my 3 worlds (children) that i couldn't live without. sometimes i think something is wrong with me, that i don't have that 'it' thingy. whatever u want to call it. i'm still trying to find myself in this world. I was reading the biography of coco chanel today and i was thinking, it never is too late. coco never thought she would become a world famous clothing designer, she was just somehow put into it without her say at first. then later, after a very hard life she somehow found the 'it' thing that made her phenomenal in what she did. i don't know. i'm just rambling. what is your thing that you are excellent in? please share i would love to know. don't get me wrong. I am good in a lot of things, just not excellent.