[twiggers]

Originally Posted by Laurie8504

Me too! only it's on my cheek about an inch under my right eye instead of on my shoulder. It just shows up sometimes, but it's really hard to see so I think that's how it ends up getting that long...but I'm a brunette, weird.

My chest one is blond too!!!!

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Some early morning secrets:

I am a very sexual person and honestly hate sex with my SO. His penis is slightly curved down but everytime I want him to change positions to something more comfortable for me he loses his erection. He confided in me recently that it is because I fuss at him so much about him messing up. It kills me to hear other women talking about how all men want is sex but my own man seems to dislike it and I feel like it is my fault. I really messed things up early in the sexual part of the relationship. I have stopped getting onto him but sometimes it honestly hurts or really does not turn me on. I hate the thought of hating sex for the rest of my life, especially when I am young, but I love him so much. I would love to hear some comments or input so I dont feel so alone.

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Another:

My mom constantly bugs me about my weight and my looks. Other people tell me I'm beautiful and highly attractive, and I always get a lot of attention from guys. I rarely ever feel beautiful or sexy though... I was chubby when I was a child, and even though I've lost the baby weight I can't seem to get over it. My mom always seems to bring up to me whenever she thinks I've gained a pound or two, or when my hair doesn't look right. I spend so much of my time trying to live up to her high standards that it weighs down on me. She constantly compares me to other girls and it bothers me.

Also, I got my heart broken once and have ever only been in that one relationship. Since then, I've rejected every guy that's ever tried to ask me out on a date or ask me to be his girlfriend. Sometimes I think I'll be alone for the rest of my life because I'm so afraid of letting anyone in.

People always compliment me on how happy I always am, but I guess I just got good at pretending after so many years.

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Secret:

My uncle is a porn star.

That's about it.

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This one is an anonymous response to the Hairy Secret:

I am the EXACT same. I just recently started using Nair, and I only do it every few months. Even after I use Nair my "happy trail" is still there. I have even tried shaving and there is still stubble.

I have a few hairs on my chest and breasts also.

I have a little skin tag on the tip of one of my nipples.

I do not shave my legs that often. But I ONLY wear pants. So no one ever knows (except for my SO)

I have lots of facial hair. Most of it is light blonde but I still have to pluck quite a few dark ones everyday. I have to use Nair on my upper lip.

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Secret:

I have my ex's e-mail password, and I used to check his e-mail several times a day without his knowing after we broke up. I read all of his e-mails, sent and received. After we broke up, a lot of them were talking **** about me. I forwarded some e-mail receipts for online porn to his new girlfriend. She should know, right?

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Another:

My mom has been obese since I was in grade school and I am so mad at her for treating herself like that, blaming my dad for not being a good partner (they are still married after 35 years) and basically limiting our lifes because she is ashamed to go out in public. She is so selfish and insecure! She doesn't even have a job. They are wealthy enough to afford every single option available, even gastric bypass. Last week she broke her foot just from walking. I had had enough and screamed at her for being fat and letting things get so bad. I had her in tears sobbing uncontrolably. She told be she was going to kill herself and I said I didn't care and that she was too selfish to do it. I then left her alone. I haven't talked to her in a week (the longest ever).

[ChiChi143]

Originally Posted by gettinpurseonal

I found out a little over a year ago I had HPV as well - not warts but cancer. I have never had a venereal disease and was with my husband since I was 20 years old (now almost 39 but divorced 2 yrs ago, separated 4 yrs ago). HPV, as terrible as it is, is extremely commonplace. As you said, 80% of all women will have it, but most get over it just like the cold virus. HPV does not necessarily mean warts - I don't have warts. I got cervical cancer. I had surgery last year and had another bad pap, so we did a biopsy and...it's a long story, but I need one more clear pap to be in the clear.

I just want to say good luck & I hope you get in the clear real soon! My mom had cervical cancer when she was 30. She's been clear for almost 15 years now.

[gro3602]

This is absolutely positively normal lol

Originally Posted by twiggers

Secret:

I have my ex's e-mail password, and I used to check his e-mail several times a day without his knowing after we broke up. I read all of his e-mails, sent and received. After we broke up, a lot of them were talking **** about me. I forwarded some e-mail receipts for online porn to his new girlfriend. She should know, right?

[GUCCI_COOCHIE]

I love this thread. I'm thinking about buying the book for my friend.

[Zophie]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Secret:

My uncle is a porn star.

That's about it.

I wonder if he's Ron Jeremy. I've met him.

[wordpast]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Secret:

My uncle is a porn star.

That's about it.

Cool!

[LouisLady]

lol @ the hairy & camel toe.

[margaritaxmix]

Originally Posted by missisa07

Wow, that was a really heartbreaking post for me to read. Especially the last line. *hugs*

The last line really hit me too. I think that is one of the secrets that will stay with me for a while. Lots of hugs and love and support to the OP.

[margaritaxmix]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Another:

My mom constantly bugs me about my weight and my looks. Other people tell me I'm beautiful and highly attractive, and I always get a lot of attention from guys. I rarely ever feel beautiful or sexy though... I was chubby when I was a child, and even though I've lost the baby weight I can't seem to get over it. My mom always seems to bring up to me whenever she thinks I've gained a pound or two, or when my hair doesn't look right. I spend so much of my time trying to live up to her high standards that it weighs down on me. She constantly compares me to other girls and it bothers me.

Also, I got my heart broken once and have ever only been in that one relationship. Since then, I've rejected every guy that's ever tried to ask me out on a date or ask me to be his girlfriend. Sometimes I think I'll be alone for the rest of my life because I'm so afraid of letting anyone in.

People always compliment me on how happy I always am, but I guess I just got good at pretending after so many years.

I'll bet anything you're beautiful...you're not alone.

My mom will always tell me how she expects so much more out of me at home, at school, appearance-wise. She compares me to all my friends and all her friend's children. Instead of focusing on what I AM, she criticizes what I am NOT. And she's always talking to my dad about how they wanted a son but got me instead. Sometimes I think they're joking but they bring it up so much that deep down, I realize they're not. I love my parents and I know they love me, but there is just so much they don't realize that bothers me.

I've gotten my heart broken too, but please don't let one guy stop you from letting others in. You're always at risk to get hurt in a relationship, but if you don't try, you'll never know... here are a few inspiring quotes:
- All you need is that one guy who will prove that they're not all the same.
- Love is giving someone your heart and trusting them not to break it
- God made it so that we all got our heart broken once so that the guy you're REALLY supposed to be with finds the other half, finds you to give it back, and puts it back together.

As for happiness, I hope you do find it someday. Maybe, try to find one thing each day that made you smile or feel happy? I'm sure there must be something...maybe it's PurseForum! I know that makes my day sometimes. It's the little things that count.

Here's to better days Feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk!
Lots of hug and love!