[Voodoo]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Another:

I have a wonderful but scary secret to share: I'm PREGNANT!!! Because my family is traditional, my husband and I won't tell anyone (including family) until after the 1st trimester. But I just found out last week and I can't bear to keep it in any longer!

This is my third pregnancy--the first two ending up in miscarriage. I'm trying not to be scared this time because I've had multiple tests that say I'm just fine and should be able to carry a child no problem.

So ladies, please send your good vibes and hopefully in a few months we'll be chatting about the best diaper bags money can buy.

CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm praying for you!!!!!

[Voodoo]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Another:

Am I crazy for being attracted to someone whom I've only talked to online?

I MARRIED THE MAN I MET ON LINE!!! HAHAHA

Of course, back then "on line" was a text based, 300 baud modem, dial up BBS gaming board but what the hell... I met him on line! hahahaha

[nataliam1976]

to lighten up the mood a secret my BF sent me a few days ago...

"Shhhhh !!! Dont tell anyone, I feel SO ashamed... I am at work, NAKED under my clothes! "

[riffraff]

hilarious Natalia

[twiggers]

A bunch of secrets tonight....first one:

I'm going to keep this short because I could write about this all day. Several years ago I had a job that I loved at a company I adored with people that were amazing and talented and wonderful. I was very well liked and worked very hard and was promoted up to a management position. My husband lost his job and didn't work for almost three years. I had a company credit card and everyone trusted me and no one watched closely and I began using that card for my own bills and it soon became shopping trips. Needless to say, I was fired in disgrace. All of those people who trusted me and were friend to me for all those years all think I'm a thief. Even tho I do deserve the title, I have paid all the money back but I have a huge cloud of guilt and I've bounced from job to job since then. I'll never be as happy at a job. I miss all those great people who hate me now. They could have pressed charges but they didn't; further proof of what good people they are. (The silver lining is that my husband is at an awesome job making 3x what he made before. He's the only one in my family that knows the horrible truth about me and he could have left me but he didn't. We've recovered financially but a part of me always feels like a dirty criminal.)

[twiggers]

Another:

I keep telling everyone I know including DH that I don't want anymore kids. I think it is kind of a prestige thing. I feel that the part of society I am living in programs us to believe hat wanting lots of kids is NOT classy and unacceptable for an educated, social, career lady. The truth is I WANT AS MANY KIDS AS I CAN POSSIBLY BEAR! No one in my entire life knows this and they never will!! I already have a baby (not my only one) and I am already thinking of the next one although I PRETEND infront of everyone that thss is ENOUGH. I am even think and daydream of getting pregnant and making it look like an "accident". I know its lame but I can NOT let anyone know I want as many kinds as my body will accept! teehee
feel free to comment!

[twiggers]

Another:

I'm not looking for advice, I know what the advice would be, but, i just don't have the guts to do it.

I am just so unhappy. I haven't loved my husband for a while now. years at best. he drives me crazy. he is demanding and critical. He has a terrible temper and over reacts to everything. No matter if it is a small thing or a big thing, everyone is treated like it is the end of the world. I just can't take it anymore. he works hard and makes a good living, but, does nothing else for the house or for us (sorry, he does do the laundry).

It kills me when I see how other men treat their wives. how they cook or clean or want to do things to make her happy and all he cares about is if he is happy. Work comes first which means, no taking our children to school, no taking time off to spend a few hours in their classroom, nothing like that. And, believe me, it's not like he has an important job. he is not a doctor or brain surgeon, the earth would not fall apart if he went to work late. The second he comes home, the questioning starts. Nothing can be a simple answer, he has to ask 20 questions about everything and then gets annoyed when I don't have every minute (sp?) detail for him. the moment he walks in the door he finds something to complain about. it might be something small, but, still, it is there. We eat what he wants for dinner, no making whatever I want and he eats, because he won't and will demand I make him something he wants/likes. So, I have found it easier to just make what he wants and deal with it. He has to know every penny I spend and not because we can't afford it, but because he has to track every single penny spent, just so he knows. Even if I spend $10 at the drug store, he must know. I hate that! he says he isn't asking to be nosy, he just needs to keep the budget, drives me crazy.

he is one of these people that walks around with a terrible expression on his face all the time, he says he is thinking. he blows up at the slightest thing and you never know what will set him off. then he will act like nothing happened and expect you to act the same. the whole world revolves around him and everyone better understand that.

I just don't love him at all. I know this is horrible, but there are plenty of days I wish he would just die, i wouldn't even be sad (except for the fact that my kids would miss him). Life would be so much easier.

[twiggers]

Another:

PLEASE DON'T REPLY

I am not who you think I am. I post regularly on the forum. I am actually someone that you all talk about in the celebrity section quite often. I just want people to know that I do see what is written about me.

[twiggers]

Another

I masturbate about two times a day.
I tell people I eat healthier then I really do.
I really want people to think I'm beautiful.
I talk to myself all the time.
I stand naked in front of the mirror and pull weird faces for my own amusement.
I wish I was less judgemental.
I wish I enjoyed reading classics, but I only like trash.
One day I'm going to have sex in a public place
One day I'm going to fall in real love
One of these fine days I'm going to be a millionaire.
I think I genuinely have a really good singing voice.
I wish I could go back in time so I could tell you I loved you and I would kiss you and maybe things would have worked out differently, and maybe we would have been realer. I wish so badly that night you had taken me into my room and we would have had sex, I wish you hadn't left that night, I wished when you picked me up and twirled me around it would have lasted for absolutely ever. I still feel emotionally attached to you and I can't seem to let go. Your in my dreams, I try to pretend your not welcome, but you are, you know. Your very much so welcome. I cant handle me not seeing you every day. I cant handle the fact that it is all to likely I'll never see you again. I can't handle the fact that this is really come to end, and I especially cannot handle the fact that slowly day by day I am training myself to love you less and less.

[Nishi621]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Another

I masturbate about two times a day.
I tell people I eat healthier then I really do.
I really want people to think I'm beautiful.
I talk to myself all the time.
I stand naked in front of the mirror and pull weird faces for my own amusement.
I wish I was less judgemental.
I wish I enjoyed reading classics, but I only like trash.
One day I'm going to have sex in a public place
One day I'm going to fall in real love
One of these fine days I'm going to be a millionaire.
I think I genuinely have a really good singing voice.
I wish I could go back in time so I could tell you I loved you and I would kiss you and maybe things would have worked out differently, and maybe we would have been realer. I wish so badly that night you had taken me into my room and we would have had sex, I wish you hadn't left that night, I wished when you picked me up and twirled me around it would have lasted for absolutely ever. I still feel emotionally attached to you and I can't seem to let go. Your in my dreams, I try to pretend your not welcome, but you are, you know. Your very much so welcome. I cant handle me not seeing you every day. I cant handle the fact that it is all to likely I'll never see you again. I can't handle the fact that this is really come to end, and I especially cannot handle the fact that slowly day by day I am training myself to love you less and less.

[twiggers]

Last ones tonight:

Sometimes I think animals are more mature than a vast majority of humans.

[twiggers]

One final one tonight....

I have never gotten along with my stepfather. He was
so mean to me growing up and always treated me 10
times worse than my half-brother and sister. He would
"punish" me and smack me around and "spank" me with a
ping pong paddle, one time giving me a fat lip for
backhanding me in the face, and my mom never did
anything about it. She refused to believe it. So this
has caused problems with my family and eventually led
to me not speaking to my Mom. Recently my mom and him
were having marital problems and she came down to
visit. During that time a "friend" of hers was in town
and they were having an affair. I secretly thought
that if I called my stepdad and told him that they
would get a divorce and he would be out of my life.
He didn't believe me and it backfired in my face
horribly. They are "working their problems out". This
summer after this all happened my grandfather passed
away, and he took it far enough to forbid me to go the
funeral or he would kick me out. I ended up going, and
he didn't show up. To his own fathers funeral. I'm
such a horrible person for saying this, but sometimes,
I really wish something terrible would happen to him.

[twiggers]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Last ones tonight:

Sometimes I think animals are more mature than a vast majority of humans.

You are not alone....I love my dog more than I do most people in my life!!!!!

[queenvictoria2]

Originally Posted by twiggers

Another:

PLEASE DON'T REPLY

I am not who you think I am. I post regularly on the forum. I am actually someone that you all talk about in the celebrity section quite often. I just want people to know that I do see what is written about me.

interesting ....

[queenvictoria2]

^^^ OOPS!! I totally apologize! The rules changed in the middle and I started reading the pages backwards tonite when I wrote this!